Sunday, 04 January 2009

• ABOUT BLOGGING
  

  
  I forgot since when my passion for blogging fade off.
  
  Is it due to my laziness?? I become numb to things that happens around?? I'm selfish, dun like to share anymore?? My life is too bored, nothing to share?? Or I'm just lack of passion to life??
  
  My colleague shares some nice blogs with me. People from this blogs are working adults like me. They shares about their work, their happiness, their experience, recipes, photos, their life.
  
  So I look back to my blog post during uni time. I'm almost in tears. I now feel like those posts are posted by some other people but not me. It is just so different, the way of writing, the words I use, the effort of me into these blog posts.
  
  Is it because like what we always says, reality is cruel?? No more passion, no more life, no more humor?? Or there is too many other things, etc: jobs, depression, money... that pull you away from blogging?? Or I'm worry colleagues will accidentally found this blog, i felt unsecured to let people know about my real feelings, my weaknesses, my uncertainty??
  
  I try to recall path of blogging.
  
  First I blog because of curiosity. I see people have a blog, I also want to have 1.
  Then I start enjoying blogging because I like to share.
  Then I continue blogging because I want to keep a record for nice things that happens to me.
  Then I start to share my thoughts because I got feed backs and advice and suggestions and encouragement.
  Then after grad, I keep blogging because I want to let friends knows about what going on on me.
  Then I slow down blogging, erm, I can't think of why...
  Then I blog because I want myself to keep on blogging, even though I don't know what to write.
  Then my posts become more and more typical and dull.
  Then I feel like I don't feel like blogging and I have nothing to blog about.
  
  I was like, what the heck is going on?? What happen?? Is there really nothing to blog or I just being numb??
  
  I don't like to take photos anymore, I don't like to upload photos anymore, in an event I'm most of the time quiet, you don't talk, I don't talk, you don't ask me take photos, I won't. I think I'm just lack of confidence I think.
  
  Well, at least I make a first move in 2008 to KL. I already overcome the hardest first move, 2nd and coming 3 move should be better and easier and I believe I could make it happen.
  
  Wish me luck. Get back passion into blogging, sharing and life.
  
  Happy 2009!!!
  
  

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